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[Loz_3647]

TW: Suicide ideation

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I barely have a life...I barely exist. 

My marriage is over. 

I have no friends, no job, no money.

I have no motivation, no interests.

I am depressed as f*ck. 

I am getting little to no help/support.

Family do not give a crap. 

I believe I am worthless, unlovable and a failure. 

All I have right now is some alcohol and my thoughts of contemplating suicide. 

It doesn't feel like there is anything left to live for. 

I have tried. I have fought. I have been patient and I have stretched myself. 

All for nothing.

In 2yrs nothing has got better.

I.cannot.do.this.anymore. 

I.am.going.out.of.my.mind.

[Kyle1]

Hi @Loz_3647 

How are you this morning? I think I read on another post that you were camping? 

April's usually a pretty nice time to be camping...atleast while ever the rain holds back...