I can’t cope

[tyme]

LOL, you give the squishmallows to the dogs @Captain24 . The youngest one here holds them to sleep.

Stay well at work! Please take care and we'll catch up shortly.

[Captain24]

Yeah. I wasn’t impressed with them at all @tyme. Dogs love em though. They’re a little bit spoilt or should I say ‘well loved!’

I went down hill at work. I’m deeply depressed. I don’t want to do anything. I just want to sleep. I hate the thought of having to get up and go to work tonight. I just don’t want to do anything. I feel sick that it’s so bad and so numb at the same time. It makes no sense. 

I managed a hot shower but I needed it with the weather. Minus 1.6 feels like -5.4! It’s a little bit cold. 

I hope you get this. 

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 , I've just read this. I wanted to come and hang for a bit, but I won't stay around for long. I haven't seen the kids today so when they come home, I'll go and say hello to them.

I'm sorry you are still feeling so low. I really don't know enough about SAD to suggest anything at all. For me, I feel blergh in winter because I exercise a lot less. Without daylight savings, I don't take Ruby out...

Please warm up. Might need an oodie! I'm so tempted to buy another one, but as I said, I've got soooo many already and can really only wear one at a time.

See you tomorrow night if you aren't working.

[Captain24]

Thanks for reading @tyme. I just wanted someone to hear me. 

I was at work last night, sorry and thanks for responding and I’ll be there again tonight. 

I get the not exercising part! I don’t understand it either. Another thing to chat to my psych about. I’m not in a good way though. This sounds weird but I don’t even have the energy for SI or SH thoughts. I’ve just got nothing. 

It wasn’t as cold this morning it was 0.7 feels like -0.3. There wasn’t as much of a frost. I need a hi-vis oodie! Do you wear them all or just the same one all the time? 

I may pop in at around 5 if I don’t sleep in. 

[AuntGlow]

Hello lovely! @Captain24 

How are things feeling for you today? 💛

[tyme]

Ahahaha @Captain24 ,

I only wear 2. When one is in the wash, I wear the other one. The rest are in the garage in the same package as they were delivered in... still not opened.

I've got a Little Miss Oodie, Winnie the pooh, grey one, black one, navy, breakfast oodie, koala...

But I only wear the black and navy one...

[Captain24]

Hi @AuntGlow 

Sorry I was at work last night. I leave at 5:30 and don’t have service in the car park and I’m not allowed to take my phone in. 

Im tired and feeling really depressed. My shift went ok though. 

It was a little cold when I was leaving though. I took this photo five minutes down the road from work. 

 

[AuntGlow]

Oh my goodness, that is bloody freezing!! @Captain24 

What helps you to stay warm??

I am glad to hear you shift went okay, that's a definite win. 

Would you like to talk about how you're feeling at all? Here if you need me. ☺️💛

[Captain24]

I think I have a pretty big problem. I just want to stay in bed. I fed the Furbabies lunch and got back into bed. 

I have nothing to give. No energy. No motivation just bed rotting. Can’t even sit on the lounge. 

[Captain24]

We posted at the same time again @AuntGlow 

Nothing keeps me warm. I hate the cold. I just have my work clothes.  The cars in the car park were really frosted over. But I’m a little bit clever. I put a towel over my windscreen so it didn’t freeze! They were all trying to defrost their cars and I just drove out! 

I’m feeling really down and out.