Hi @Appleblossom and @Darcy yes it is very hard work, but when you love someone enough you never give up on them, she is such an important part of my life.
No I don't read too often, I would love to, but I struggle to concentrate long enough to read a few pages.
I have read books by Friedrich Nietzsche, Carl marks, and Stephen hawking.
I have read others. But these three stand out. Some of there writings I agree with, some I don't.
Sleep is something I'm so scared of now, I know as soon as I lay down I'm going to get a panic attack, sometimes, well most of the time it is self serving panic attacks, nights are so so long when you go days without sleep.
I do enjoy photography and I do some still, mainly of birds and farm animals @Darcy, nature and wildlife bring me such joy, I struggle so much with people, it is nice to have wild animals walk up to me without fear. It feels special.
